A dark lift

Yay! Mid-term exams are over. I'm free already? Nah....not at all. It's all back to assignments, assignments and assignments. ZZZZzzzz......

I was caught in a pitch black lift last Thursday.....all alone. O_O (well, not exactly got caught in)

It was 7.50am and I was rather late for class that day so I opted for the lift instead of the staircase(I'm staying in the 5th floor and am lazy LOL). So the lift came and stupid of me, I didn't realised that the light in the lift didn't lit up when I entered the lift until when the door was about to close up. Too late! Omg! There isn't a single light in the lift. It's totally pitch black and damn freaking scary. All I did was praying. I prayed that the lift wouldn't stopped half way and got jammed. I don't want to get stuck in a pitch black lift all alone for hours. I prayed too that there's nothing else in the lift. You know.......spirits...(hungry ghost festival is around the corner!!)

Finally, the lift reached the ground floor and I quickly dashed out even before the door opened fully. There was a few people waiting for the lift and I guessed that they're shocked by the look of their expression. They must have thought the lift was empty and suddenly out of nowhere somebody darted out. =_= LOL!

2 months has passed. Happy? I don't know. Time passed really fast.

Anyeong! Just came back from mathematics exam today. Guess what? I felt devastated after that. :(

Before exam:

Gosh! Why are all these people doing maths practice while eating lunch or during english and accounting class? Exam starts at 8pm dudes and it's just a mid-term exam. Gosh! These people are crazy.....damn kiasu la!

After exam:

T^T~~~I regretted for not doing any practice at all. This is the first time I felt like giving up during maths exam. Why la~ I didn't expect the questions to be so complicated. Ended up I couldn't solve quite some questions and these questions carry quite a lot of marks. *sigh* (..........) Or is it that I've forgotten the feeling that I'll get after every maths exam? What hit me was many people started to left 15 minutes before time's up. How can they finished that fast??

Whatever it is, I glad that the exams are over. I should go get some chill pills. *ahem* you know what are my chill pills? *ahem* It's a secret. LOL! Fyi, it's not a pill and I can get it through facebook. Hahaha! Get it? Geddit? Music is one of my chill pills too. Anyway, I don't think you get what I'm trying to say. LOL! XD

Pictures of the day

My blog seems kinda dull with just words and no pictures so I decided to hunt and post some pictures that can express what I feel today.

(Actually I'm just doing this out of boredom.)

Hahaha! It seems like I'm emo-ing but don't worry, I'm not emo at all. Just bored from studying accounting.(Actually I haven't even start studying....LOL)

Accounting exam tomorrow and I'm still here blogging about nonsense. Hehe~ It's time to study already!!! @@ *yawn*

Traits of Virgo

Virgo and Independence:

Virgo is a very independent zodiac sign. They are fully able to put their intelligence to use and get things done for themselves. It is possible however that their narrow mindedness causes their creativity to suffer and they may lead regular routine lives. They may dwell too much on the past and over complicate things and this may limit their ability to move forward and confuse themselves. In conclusion, Virgos are able to be independent but the less evolved types will have difficult if someone is not there helping them to achieve more and not be so critical of themselves.

Virgo and Friendship:

People look up to Virgo for friends because they are straight thinkers and solve problems logically. They are truthful, loyal and determined. Some people might find them cold or emotionally detached because they live in their minds, not in their emotions and feelings. It might be hard to pin down how a Virgo friend is feeling because they easily live in denial. A person who is able to read deep into another person will notice when Virgo is not well but if they confront them about it, they would rather retreat then talk about it. It is best to keep your emotional distance from a Virgo friend unless they open up to you first. Virgo might try to analyze and control a friend's life but only with the idea that they will improve their life, not purely for the sake of controlling. Be patient with your Virgo friend and understand that their recommendations are only to make your life better.

Virgo and Business:

Virgos are very intelligent, they have an excellent memory and a highly analytical mind. This makes them good investigators and researchers. They also have the ability to probe into a person's emotions and they can often see into people and detect what their motives are. This makes them great policemen or interrogators. Virgos are very good at problem solving, this is what they do best. They are confronted with a problem, they will pick apart the pieces and put it together in the proper order. They are rational thinkers and are good at settling other people's disputes and putting them on the right track for reconciliation. Any position that requires the above features, which is a very long list, is perfect for the Virgo. They keep the world in order.

Virgo Temperament:

Before a Virgo plunges into anything, from a problem to a vacation idea, they need to analyze all the facts and know all the details before they plunge in and make a decision. This makes them seem indecisive and slow. Virgo's perception is their reality, more so then other astrology signs. What they believe is what will be, if they have a negative outlook on life, things will present themselves to be negative and they will be very moody and isolated/detached. If they are positive, the same events that occur will be held in a positive light and they will be a pleasant, well adjusted person. A Virgo mind is a very powerful mind and they must have the proper attitude for their life to be happy and successful. Virgo needs to get in touch with their feelings, this is why they usually seem cold or detached. They are very prone of living in denial. They will say the feel okay or everything is alright even when it's not. This is an easy way out, the one thing that Virgo does not like to analyze is their feelings so pretending everything is okay is a good defense mechanism for not having to take a closer look at their feelings. Virgo has an unpredictable and sometimes unstable temperament.

Virgo Deep Inside:

They need to be organized in their mind, sometimes all their energy is taken from organizing their mind that they have a difficult time organizing their surroundings. They easily look too deep into an issue and over analyze what they percept. Virgo is ambitious and strives to always know more and have more. This is in their eternal quest to bring order to chaos. Even if order is obtained from an outsiders' point of view, Virgo will not be settled for they have a very active mind that is always thinking and can never be silenced. Virgos want to be of use, they need to be important and essential to everyone in their lives and in everything they do. Virgo's major life lesson is to learn to trust in and have faith in the unknown. They have to understand that things in life happen for a reason that is not always known to them, they do not have to always know everything. They need to learn to calm down and not over-analyze a situation or event. Deep inside, Virgo is very sensitive and they need to be appreciated for all the things they do. When is Virgo is offended or hurt, they may never show it.

Virgo in a Nutshell:

Virgo exists in the mind, everything is inside. To the world, Virgo presents a calm and collected exterior but on the inside, nervous uncontrolled intensity in the mind, trying to figure things out, how to improve everything, analyzing and thinking. Virgo can tire itself out without even moving! Virgo has a constant drive to improve and perfect, this can lead to extreme pickiness and finickiest. They are pure, their motives are honest never malicious and they want to accomplish something.

LIKES Health foods Lists Hygiene Order Wholesomeness DISLIKES Hazards to health Anything sordid Sloppy workers Squalor Being uncertain

Ya....true, ture....

The only part I don't quite agree is the Virgo and Business part where "Virgos are VERY intelligent and have EXCELLENT memory". LOL I'm not really intelligent and my memory is....*ahem* rather weak.

Busy~ busy~

Ahh....it's time to pack my things again. I'm going back to my hostel(the cage) tomorrow where there isn't any internet connection. Actually there's connection but it's useless. Connected= not connected. So why bother to connect anyway? It will only raise my blood pressure.

Anyway, there's no time for Facebook or anything else as accounting and maths mid-term exam is coming soon....very soon. Wednesday is accounting and Thursday will be maths. I haven't studying anything for maths as I've faith in it. Last minute study should be enough(I really hope so~). What I'm concern about is accounting. @_@?? Accounting~~~@o@. I see stars~~ Hahaha! I'm really afraid that I won't have enough time to finish it. Although I still don't know much about accounting but I'm starting to find it interesting. Accounting can be fun too. Maybe this is a good start?

Woohoo~ I just finished economics online test. Jjang!! Hehehe.....100%! How I wish that's the result for my mid-term exam or final exam. That would be great!! Hahaha....I'm so greedy. I would be surprised if I didn't get 100% for the online test as it's just 9 objective questions. It's unforgivable for someone who had studied economics before especially if it's a test on a simple topic.

Gosh! It seems like I've said something foolish in my facebook chat. What a fool I am.

What if?

In the late night, lying on my bed sleeplessly, I used to think about a lot of what if(s).

What if I was born in a poor family? Will I still lead a life like what I'm living now? What kind of people will I meet? Will I still get to know all the friends that I've met in present? I would've probably be at some hawker stall helping my parents to sell food.

I used to think that if Im born with a pretty face, a beautiful voice and intelligent, I'm gonna make people go in awe and jealous of me. Maybe because of that, I may become a bitch or a superstar. LOL

If I'm a genius, I wouldn't have to worry about my studies or future. I would be in somewhere else in this world....in America or United Kingdom. Maybe I'd be studying in Harvard University and get head hunted by some high ranking company.

But if I wasn't that lucky to be born with complete hands and legs, I don't know what I'll become. I couldn't imagine myself handicapped. That's very sad.

If I'm born deaf, it'll still be okay for me as long as I can see, walk and talk. The sad part is that I'll never get to enjoy music.

But if I'm born blind, that will be the worst for me. All I could see is darkness. I wouldn't have had the joy to enjoy the sight of nature, to know how the people I met look like. All I could do is rely on a stick and senses whenever I go.

There are so many what if(s). If I'd refused to leave and sticked to Sunway College, I would've graduated from A-levels and doing part-time job while waiting for some university offer. If I'd chosen other university instead of MMU. If I'd chosen to study something else instead of foundation in management, I wouldn't have met those people in MMU. What if I didn't woke up from my sleep?(Choi! Choi! Choi! Touch wood! Hahaha!)

What if....what if. *sigh*

Actually I did wonder what I've dreamt while I was unconscious. I knew very well that I had a dream. I'm certain of it but I just could remember. A very long dream indeed. How I wish I can remember that dream. I wonder what did I dreamed? Hahaha! I'll never know.

Economics mid-term exam

Hahaha! Just came back from exam hall after economics mid-term exam.

It was okay. The questions were what I've expected(that's because I studied economics before....hehehehe~) and that's why I think it's quite easy even though there are some tricky questions.

I finished 10 minutes before time's up and started looking around and that's when I started to feel worried about my answers. When I looked left, I saw the girl's answer sheet was fully filled with words. Same goes to the girl at my right side. I looked at my paper and was like ''Oh sh*t! Did I left out something?''. My answers were really short, not more than half of the paper. So, I quickly read through the questions again just incase I missed out any and recheck my answers again but found out everything was just fine. My answers were all straight to the point and I've written down all that's required(err.....I think so....Hahhaha!). I hope that all the answers I've written were correct.

What I'm most worried about is accounting exam. OMG! Accounting!!! I don't know how!!! =_= (.......) May god bless me for accounting. LOL!

Presentation

Lalalala~~ English presentation is over!! I don't care how I did for the presentation. What is important to me is it O.V.E.R. Hehehe~

Of course in a class of almost 30 people, there is always someone who is really good at presentation; someone who is bad at presentation.

As what I have learned from my coursemates through their presentation, in order to deliver a good presentation, you have to have a good eye contact with the audiences. Without eye contact with the audiences will make them feel as if you are presenting to the wall, not to them.

Secondly, speak in a loud and clear voice. I find it important because it is necessary to attract the audiences' attention. If your voice isn't loud enough, people wouldn't pay attention to your presentation no matter how well you presented.

Lastly, always try to stay calm and be confident. Some people are really good at acting confident although deep inside, they are feeling really nervous.

I don't think I did any of the points mentioned above during presentation. *shakes head*

I tried to maintain eye contact with the audiences but lost it eventually because I was so nervous that I forgot all my lines. Ends up, I kept looking at my paper. *shakes head*

I don't think I spoke loud enough although I tried to. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I'm just too nervous.

I didn't spoke clear enough too. I was so nervous that I forgot all my lines. All my lines got jumbled up and I ended up stammering........or maybe mumbling too? *shakes head again*

Whatever it is, I'm really glad that the presentation is over. Phew~ *happy*

I finished my maths assignments yesterday. Did 4 in a row. Hahaha! It's a good thing that I finished them yesterday. The earlier the better.

This week is going to be a busy week. Quizzes and mid-term exam next week!! AHH!!!! OMG! OMG!! Accounting!! I'm still clueless about it. Feels like banging my head on the wall now.

Maths assignments

Assignments! Assignments! Assignments! I still have 4 more maths assignments to do and the deadline is next weeks. Arrgh!! Sure, I'll be able to finish those assignments before the deadline because it's just maths after all but I'm starting to hate maths nowadays. The lecturer is making maths lesson so boring to the point that I don't feel like attending any maths lessons anymore. Hmm...that's serious. I hope I can get a better lecturer for the next semester or else my maths......I'm gonna fail it. ( NOO!!!! I won't let that happen!!)

It's 1.10am already. I know I should be sleeping by now. So......Tata~ LOL

Dancing is 'fun'

Phew! I'm sweating like hell. I didn't know dancing can be this hard. Well, maybe it's because I'm just a beginner (actually, I've never learn dancing before). Hehehe~

Pinocchio is the first song I'm dancing to. The dance is a little weird actually (well, it's f(x) after all) but overall, the dance is okay (at least it's better than nu abo). It took me 2 days to learn the steps in the first 2 minutes of the video. Although I've knew the steps but sometimes I'll still forget or go out of sync. This dance really makes me tired. My muscles are aching right now! I doubt I can for the audition tomorrow.

Anyway, this is the dance cover by someone else (that's not me ah...) that I've found on Youtube. I'm using it as a tutorial and guideline.

Actually, I tried dancing lachata before pinocchio but lachata is way harder.

f(x) - Lachata (dance practice)

I am really free today as the first two classes were canceled. So I spent my morning studying and searching for dances and then I found this. I was really enchanted by the dance moves of Lachata by f(x) and had always wanted to learn but when I watched the dance practice video, OMG.....it's not easy at all. In fact, the moves are too fast and too many that I couldn't even follow. Haha....talk about talents, I have none. Talk about memory, I can't even remember the steps in the first 15 seconds of the video.Pffft....

Now, off to study. Mid-term is just 2 weeks away. Why time passes so fast?

Audition?

Just came back from KCS(Korean Cultural Society) Annual General Meeting.

The emcee asked :" Why do you join KCS?"

OH~ Well, good question. Erm....because I love korean musics? Is this answer good enough? Hahaha~ I guess so.

KCS holds several activities. Among them are cooking, language learning and dancing. Of course the kpop-addicted me would choose dancing. Language learning is a no-no for me as the cost is rm60 and it includes presentation, assignment, drama and exam. @_@?? I would love to do drama but assignment and exam? Why?

Okay....now to dancing. Loads of people queued up to sign up for dancing including me. The reason why I choose to join dancing is because the fee is rm8 per month(hmm...quite ok) and I would love to learn korean dance moves. It's fun to watch other people dance to the moves and I would like to give it a try. So it's finally my turn to sign up already. I was told that I have to prepare for an audition this Saturday. I was so shocked. OMG! WTH!! Audition?? ZZZzzzz..... aikss.....what am I going to do? Dance random dances? Sorry sorry+gee+shy boy+genie LOL!

What am I suppose to do? I don't know how to dance. That's why I want to join....to learn. =="

Anyway, I don't have much time to worry about what to dance now as I'm having english reading presentation this Thursday. Ahh.....who cares. I'll just simply dance. Free style. LOL!

时间

时间久了，你的心也淡了。

我只能默默地看着，像个傻瓜一样等待啊。。。等待着。

但在心里非常的清楚。

一切都是我的错。

或许是我太慢了。

时间久了，我的心。。。也冷了。

从那刻起，我才开始明白。

时间是不能倒流的。

一个人的心一旦变了，永远都无法回到最初的那一刻。

因为你的心，就像我的心一样。

没有目标。

Actually I want to update my blog today but it's too late already because of some presentation thingy. I've just finished that presentation slide. Phew! Finally! It took me some time to figure out how to do a presentation slide. Ahh!! I'm so noob at this kind of thing. *shake head*