SPM

Why am I ever so unlucky? Malaysia is changing their SPM grading system starting from this year. The initial highest grade 1A(80) is now changed to A+(90). This means that I will need to study even harder than before. Seems confusing? Ah...just forget about it. Anyway, there is still 40 days left to SPM. Ahem...40 day? Ahhh!!!!! Obviously I am still not prepared yet to sit for SPM. I don't even feel like sitting for it. 40 days seems like 10 days to me. I cannot imagine myself sitting for SPM. Please help me~T.T

Farewell~

I can't believe that I will be leaving Canossa so soon. I remembered the year when I first enter my school, I was like "School life is such a pain.I hate it so much! How I wish I am Form 5 right now! Argh!!!".

When I entered Form 3, we(me & my friends) were busy preparing for our exams and PMR. Eventually, PMR was over and we entered Form 4.

I admit I was rather pissed off with my Form 4 life. So much to learn. So many tuitions. So many homework. It was such a rush that I can't even get enough sleep. Time passes day after day and BAM!!! Its Form 5 already!

I can't describe much about my Form 5 life much since it has been such a rush in preparing for SPM. Pressures form both teachers and parents; homeworks; studies; homeworks. Oh...I can barely catch a breathe.

It seems to me that stress increases year after year. Before I can finally find my will to concentrate in my studies( especially biology,physics,est & chinese ), SPM is just around the corner. OMG...SPM, one of the most important exam in my life, the result that could determine and affect my future.

In another 2 months, we will be bidding farewell to each other and start a new chapter of our own lives. What will we become then?

Where will we go?
What will I be studying?
What will I be doing?

I am happy that I managed to make some friends in school since I am quite of an introvert person. Some enlightened my days while some just turned my days up side down. Whether we like it or not, we still have to part and each of us will continue on our own journey. Sure, life is a journey of the soul. We will never know what is ahead of us. I know I will be missing my friends and the moments we spent together. There are sweet memories and bad memories but whatever are the memories, I will always remember them and continue on with my life.
Oh...did I forgot to mention Form 2? Yes. Form 2 was the year that I enter the 2nd class. You see, I was in the 1st class during Form 1 but I slacked. So I entered 2B. It was there that I met some new friends that were willing to help me.

Thats all for now. I guess that I will not be updating my blog so often. Remember? SPM is around the corner!

See ya! I'm going to tuition now.

Who is Death?

It was a sad day. It was suppose to be a happy day(my birthday) but everyone is sad because something bad happened. Hz......When I received the news my heart sunkened but I only managed to shed a tear. My sister and my mum almost flooded the whole house with tears. (Ahhh!!!!)

I was thinking why I did not cry when something like that happened. Maybe I was borned with a stone heart. (I am heartless~)

Today, I attended the funeral and when I looked at the picture of my uncle.......I cried. Tears just flow down steadily. When I looked at his picture, he was smiling so peacefully back at us as if telling us not to worry about him anymore. That picture made me feel so regretful. Of course I stopped crying after that.

Something pop out of my mind. What will happen to us when we die? Does heaven and hell really exist? If heaven does really exist, what will it look like? I imagined heaven to be full of beautiful flowers...

with a beautiful lake and trees surrounding it...

Uhmm....it does not sound very nice is it?
Well...I'm not that good at imaginations.

My dream laptop

Wah... I want this laptop!!! This is cool~

Sleepy~

Argh...I'm so sleepy~

After days of exam, I can finally get some rest. Yeah, its holiday!

Umm...I'm now listening to some music.

Its "Time for love" by T-ara feat Supernova.

This song is really nice. I instantly fell in love with this song.

I'm watching this korean drama series title "My Fair Lady".

I think the girl is nice but not the guys. They should find a better looking guy. *sigh*

Anyway, I just watch the first episode only. It seems nice.

Handphones

Handphones nowadays are getting more and more advance.

check this out!

Samsung SCH-B450 can do. The Samsung SCH-B450 cellular phone or I should say a 3D gaming device is a multimedia packed cellular phone that specially designed for video games lovers. Besides playing MP3, the Samsung SCH-B450 cellular phone also support MOD/VOD, TM tuner and 3D surrounds sound Bluetooth output.



Here are some other phones that I like.

Wah....so cool~! I also want a camera for myself. I am happy if I can own one of these phones.
A phone for my birthday please~~~
Wish me a happy birthday!

Racing Against Time

Tic...
Tic...
Tic......
There goes the time ticking at the same rythm, passing by, waiting for no one.
Flip...Flip...Flip....................
Reading my history book pages by pages....on and on again....
Flip.....
Flip....
Flip..............uh...wait, what am I doing right now?
I am currently filling my new blog with thoughts.

Seriously, I should not be sitting in front for the computer typing on the keyboard.
Well, actually tomorrow will be the day I have to sit for my SPM trial papers.
It is BM and [history]sejarah 1
Ahem...I know it is really urgent that I should start revising my BM now, but what can I do?
I am out of mood to study already.
Spending my whole week studying history is bad enough, but I still cannot imagine myself getting an A1 for that subject.
I cannot imagine how my so-called-genius sister studied for all her subjects.[she took 11 subjects]
"Oh my gosh!" is the only thing I can say when I looked at her report card.
Average mark 88.3!!!! and...........(bla....bla...bla...)..............you know.
Hmph! Nevermind. I guess I will just try my best.
Spend quite some time writing my first blog. Should start my revisions now.
Hmm....
Will continue, errr....well, maybe after trials.
Oh yes! That will be on my birthday.
Know my birthday?? Want to know??
It is on the 16th of September.
See ya~!