My feelings~

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I hate it when people ignore me simply without any reasons. Really hate hate hate them.
I don't get why people seems to ignore me simply because I am quiet.
Come on...I am still a person...not an alien.
If you still consider me as a friend then talk to me.
Don't just ignore me everytime as if I'm if I don't even exist.
Its been 2 months already...and...we're still behaving like strangers,not friends although we're suppose to be 'friends' already.
I wonder what keeps you from talking to me.Why??
I wonder and wonder but still don't get it.
If you hate me, just tell me.
I'm okay with it.
If you ignore me just because i'm quiet, tell me..
I'm still okay with it because being quiet is my nature..
but if you ignore me just because of my looks,
I'll curse you forever!!!Trust me,I will!!!

...Sorry,I'm really angry and disappointed right now.

Happy Valentine's Day

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Happy Valentine's day! Guess who gave me these roses?? Of course me(myself) la~ Who else would want to give roses to me?
These roses are actually for my parents but......I would want to keep it for myself. Haha~

A cute tiger-bear

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

*gasp* Check this out......a tiger bear doll! So cute!!! XD I would love to have 1 for myself. Too bad its too expensive.


Sunday, February 7, 2010

Woohoo~CNY(Chinese New Year) is coming soon. I went shopping just now and bought 2 clothes that cost me a total of RM60. One of the clothes design is quite weird but I still love it. Overall, I'm quite satisfied with my CNY clothes. There is one that I bought in Malacca which looks like a picnic shirt. LOLs~
Right now, I have 4 CNY clothes. Initially I have 2 only but my mum wanted me to buy another clothes for CNY badly. So, I went to shop at sunway and ended up buying 2 clothes.
Oh my...I'm spending my money a little too fast. I just cashed out $200 a week ago and now I'm left with $25.
Jia you~ jia you~~3 more days to go~~~!!!
By the way, I'm having tests right after CNY.
Hz....I'm not even prepared for it....

'Nerd' is happy!

Friday, February 5, 2010

I'm so happy that I got 2 economic books for FREE!!! Can you believe it? 2 ECONOMIC BOOKS FOR FREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Oh what was I doing?? Trying to be a nerd huh? Maybe I should learn to be a nerd. LOLs~

Where am I?

Friday, February 5, 2010

Whoa....where am I?? In Korea?? NO! I'm actually in KL korean street.^^

Walked past many korean shops. Really feel as if I'm in Korea.

Entered a grocery shop and everything sold there were from Korea. Specially imported from Korea for the koreans....

There is something on the tin that reads 'Sweet Redbean for Ice Water'. HUH??? What is that?? Sounds yucky to me though.

Happy Valentine's day with my half-broken earphone

Friday, February 5, 2010

Wah...what on earth happened to my earphone? T.T~~~I think I accidentally cut it with my scissors.

Oh well, seems like Valentine's day is around the corner, here's something for you.


Made a love shape with my half-broken-earphone.

Like it?

Happy Valentines day everyone!!

2 Days 1 Night trip to Tanarimba

Friday, February 5, 2010

Enderong House Resort

It might look like the building is going to fall of anytime soon but I ensure you, it's solid and stable.

Lake views captured from different angles.

Tanarimba's miniature river that's located right beside the pool.

The path that leads to the pool.

Had a 2 days 1 night trip to Tanarimba with my relatives.

I'm not really sure exactly where Tanarimba is. All I know is it's located somewhere in Janda Baik, Pahang and it's an hour drive away from Genting Highlands.

The air over there was so fresh, breeze so cool and free of air and noise pollution. You can literally see mist floating pass you if you wake up early in the morning after a heavy rain. Superb relaxing and enjoyable.

I love the peaceful scenery so much!

There is a moment in Tanarimba that I want to share with you.

It was rather late at night. Since there was no wireless connection and the phone line was really weak(I know...boring~), me and my cousins decided to play cards to pass time. Initially, we wanted to take a walk outside and enjoy the night breeze but it rained so we had no choice but to stay indoor and continue playing cards while my aunt played some old chinese songs. Yawn~

About 11pm, the rain stopped and we quickly grabbed our sweaters and ran out. OMG! It was so cooling that night! All 5 of us walked down to where the pool was and dipped out feet into the chilling water. I can't imagine if one of us accidentally fell into the pool. It would be freezing! There was still some lights so we can see where we are going.

Suddenly, the lights went off and all of us panicked because we did not stick together. Instinctively, we took out our handphones and started shouting at each other. (A good way to make use of our handphones as torchlights....haha) We figured our way through the darkness with extreme precaution, slowly and carefully. Halfway through, the lights came back and we were puzzled for a slight moment before rejoicing. We were about to leave the poolside when an uncle came down. He was as surprised to see us there as we were.

Uncle: "Aiyoo! I don't know you guys are still here. Actually I want to off the lights from the main switch up there but there's something wrong so I came down."

LOL! If the switch had not gone wrong, it would surely take us ages to gather and walk up the long and winding stairs.

So, what happened after that?

The uncle thought my cousin how to switch off the lights before leaving us and we continued our exploration. We walked through some tiny paths that lead us to a jungle. It was a jungle-trekking path I guess. We did not walk any further anyway as it was rather dark and late already and we did not want to meet any nightmares. Wooo~

We hold our hands tight. When my cousin switched off the lights, we were like "Oh, handphone! Handphone!". But after awhile, we don't find our handphones(as torchlights) that useful anymore. Our surroundings gradually got lighter from the moonlight. It was full moon and the moon was right above the lake so we stopped and enjoyed the full-moon-lake scenery for awhile before heading up the stairs.

I did not took any night scenery that day as I only had a poor camera quality handphone but the night scenery that day was gorgeous!

Well, that's all I can write for this enjoyable two days trip. Hope you do enjoy reading. =)

A little tiny chapter of my new life in sunway

Thursday, February 4, 2010

(Alarm ringing)......look at the alarm.....ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........(dreaming~).........wake up and look at the clock again........OH NO Sh*T!!!!!!!!

Every morning,I would wake up approximately 1 hour before class starts to make sure that I have enough time to drag so that I will not be late for class. Again the same old routine.....brush teeth,wash face,change clothes,................(bla~bla~bla~).................and rush out for class.

Attending classes isn't taking me anywhere. I feel as if I'm not learning anything especially maths class. However, chemistry and economic classes are starting to make me shiver with fear. I got panic when I don't seem to understand or follow what the teacher is trying to teach. RED ALERT!!!!!!!!!!

The good news is I'm going to meet Super Junior this coming 20th March! Woohoo~!!! I can finally able to see my dream guy(Leeteuk) in front of my eyes. Oh yes...finally!
I have been waiting for this moment for a long time. Leeteuk~~~^^
The good news that follows is that I am able to meet the person I like.^^

My primary school class(6U) is having a reunion on the 20th March too. clashes with the SJ concert. Now which is more important?? Reunion or SJ concert? Of course it SJ concert dong......I have spent so much time and money just to go to the concert. I will never let myself down.

As you know, my ambition is to become a professional actuarist. I am very sure about it since the day I know about this job. However, I faced some problems recently. The comments many people gave and their opinions about actuarial science are bugging me. They make me feel less and less confident in pursuing this job. The subjects I am taking right now is a factor too. Especially economics. I can't really understand what the teacher is teaching.(ok....maybe some only) What I want to say is that if AS is really as tough as what those people described and I can't even understand the simple concepts in economics, should I still continue to pursue my ambition?

"Don't ever give up what you have now. Just don't ever give up. Be brave and continue to walk on the path you have chosen. Just continue......don't look back anymore. Stay strong always~"
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