Krabi

Just came back from Krabi yesterday. Nice trip with nice scenery. There is so many tourist in Krabi, barely any local people. 90% tourist are European. So you can imagine walking along the beach or street surrounded with 'ang mos'(that is how local people called them).
The sea is so beautiful. Crystal clear water. I went snorkeling and had some fun playing with the fishes but got sun burned after that. Omg......sunburn is so painful. I will never forget the pain...ever! My skin burns bright red and I feel as if thousands of needles are pricking my body.

Regret

When there is failure,
There is regret.
Without failure,
There is no regret.

However, without failure, we can never learn to be strong.
Life is all about winning and failing.
When we fall,
Get up and stand up again no matter how much it hurts.

It doesn't matter what my SPM results are.
Whatever it is, I will receive it without any regrets because I had done my best.
Peace~! ^^V

The Road Not Taken

I remember vividly the first poem I learned when I was in Form 4. It is The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost. A beautiful poem indeed.


The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.


I am surprise how this poem relates us to life.
It provokes me to think about the choices I made in life and how it will change my life forever.
It is now the time for me to think about which path I should take in the road of my life.
Whether to go KL or stay in Melaka.
Whether to study Form 6 or go Sunway or Taylor's.
Whether to take up GCE A level or SAM.
Whether I should choose accounting as my career path......or not to?
I know that somehow, one day, I will soon make a decision and that decision would change everything.
Ah...time is running short. I have to make a choice and I think I know what it is already.
Yet, I am afraid of regrets.

Here I am,
Standing in front of the diverged road of my life,
Not knowing which path to go.
I looked down one as far as I could,
To where it bent in the undergrowth.
Long I stood,
And yes...
I finally choose a path,
A path that I doubt is the best for me.
A path that I doubt I would regret.
A path that will make all the difference in life.
However,
Whatever that lays ahead,
I will overcome it without any fear
Because I had chosen the one less travelled by,
And that would make all the difference.

Happy~

I'm suppose to make a birthday card for my dad since its his b'day tomorrow.
Too bad I'm out of idea how to make a card already.
there maybe 2 reasons why:
1.) Too busy with studies until there is no more creativeness in me
2.) Not in touch with art for a really long time(2 years)
Hmm...maybe I'll make 1 tomorrow.
Teehee...i'm so happy cuz i bought a story book yesterday.
Book title : Harmony Silk Factory
I'm not sure if the story is nice but i'm still excited about it.
I hope Monday comes and pass so that I'll be able to read my storybook.
This coming Monday will be the last day of SPM.
Hooray~GO!GO!GO!
Gambateh~!
Can't wait for it to end.

Its another day...

Cheers to all 2009 F5 students who finished their SPM.

I hang out with my friends today. What fun~!
We watched a movie - A Christmas Carol....

Had some lunch...(I will not forget that restaurant...its so expensive and I ate until my stomach gonna burst...the serving is too big)

And......we went shopping!!!
Woohoo~!!!
We walked through the whole mall and bought each other presents.
I can't believe that I spent RM58.50 today.
Whoa...thats too much...
But I don't mind. ^^
I like my present!!!

After that, I had another round of shopping with my family.
I bought 2 shirts, a jacket, and a pair of hair clip.
I love everything I bought today including my present!

Oh ya...there is a rather good looking guy working at mahkota tropicana life. XD
He has brown eyes~ LOL

Err...ahaa...Super Junior is going to release their new sorry sorry mv tomorrow.
I'm looking forward to it!
I like their dance steps...it so neat and nice!
I hope that mv will not let me down.
Love them~~~

Too confident?

Ugh...what the hell......physics tomorrow......but no mood to study already.
Why no mood? Bcuz I felt too confident dy.
Don't ask me why I felt confident with physics cuz I don't know either.
Physics is not my strong subject.
All I can think of now is just listen to musics and play games.
Gah~~I'm getting bored of study dy!
Feeling sleepy now...

I'm so confused!

Ahh...there it goes again.
Study,study & study......never ending.
My brain is full of things right now that I think my head is gonna burst.
BOOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!
Trying to memorize those history facts that I can't even remember for a day is the thing that I hated the most.
I am still thinking if I should further my studies in Sunway?
My parents want me to study accounting although I know nothing about account since I didn't study it in Form 4. What do you think?
My cousin told me that it doesn't matter because he doesn't take account too. Yet he studied for account after form 5 and still find it quite easy.
Hmm...does anyone know anything about actuarial science because I am quite interested in it.
Please give me advice whether to choose accounting or actuarial science.

One thing for sure is I still love Super junior!!!
Always Leeteuk, Sungmin & K.R.Y!!!
Haha...total 6 people.
I'm so greedy!
Wakakaka~

17 days more to go...

Well...guess what? Yes...17 days left to SPM. Gosh...I getting nervous now. 17 days is like 7 days to me,isn't it? Oh...you won't know how I feel right now unless you are the same age as me and will be sitting for the same exam. A few days ago, our principal made an announcement.

"Those who get straight A+'s in SPM will have a better chance for obtaining a JPA scholarship than those who just score straight A's only. So girls,work harder for your SPM and good luck to all of you."

The first thing that came into my mind was : "Damn...how am I ever gonna score straight A+? There is no hope left...100% no hope...I should just pray hard and hope for the best."

Then my teacher encouraged us to try our best and score as much A+ as possible because students who have A+(s) in their SPM certificate will have better chances in whatever they want to apply.

If that is so, I will definitely try my very best. But...I'm still not well prepared for it...yet.

Lastly,here are some quotes for those who are facing SPM soon...

"When you know what you want,and you want it badly enough,you'll find a way to get it."

"The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step." (I strongly agree with this)

"People with goals succeed because they know where they're going."

"Success doesn't come to you…you go to it."

"In order to succeed you must fail, so that you know what not to do the next time."

Therefore,we must do more practices and don't be afraid of making any mistakes. We can learn from mistakes. Remember, practice makes prefect!

SPM

Why am I ever so unlucky? Malaysia is changing their SPM grading system starting from this year. The initial highest grade 1A(80) is now changed to A+(90). This means that I will need to study even harder than before. Seems confusing? Ah...just forget about it. Anyway, there is still 40 days left to SPM. Ahem...40 day? Ahhh!!!!! Obviously I am still not prepared yet to sit for SPM. I don't even feel like sitting for it. 40 days seems like 10 days to me. I cannot imagine myself sitting for SPM. Please help me~T.T

Farewell~

I can't believe that I will be leaving Canossa so soon. I remembered the year when I first enter my school, I was like "School life is such a pain.I hate it so much! How I wish I am Form 5 right now! Argh!!!".

When I entered Form 3, we(me & my friends) were busy preparing for our exams and PMR. Eventually, PMR was over and we entered Form 4.

I admit I was rather pissed off with my Form 4 life. So much to learn. So many tuitions. So many homework. It was such a rush that I can't even get enough sleep. Time passes day after day and BAM!!! Its Form 5 already!

I can't describe much about my Form 5 life much since it has been such a rush in preparing for SPM. Pressures form both teachers and parents; homeworks; studies; homeworks. Oh...I can barely catch a breathe.

It seems to me that stress increases year after year. Before I can finally find my will to concentrate in my studies( especially biology,physics,est & chinese ), SPM is just around the corner. OMG...SPM, one of the most important exam in my life, the result that could determine and affect my future.

In another 2 months, we will be bidding farewell to each other and start a new chapter of our own lives. What will we become then?

Where will we go?
What will I be studying?
What will I be doing?

I am happy that I managed to make some friends in school since I am quite of an introvert person. Some enlightened my days while some just turned my days up side down. Whether we like it or not, we still have to part and each of us will continue on our own journey. Sure, life is a journey of the soul. We will never know what is ahead of us. I know I will be missing my friends and the moments we spent together. There are sweet memories and bad memories but whatever are the memories, I will always remember them and continue on with my life.
Oh...did I forgot to mention Form 2? Yes. Form 2 was the year that I enter the 2nd class. You see, I was in the 1st class during Form 1 but I slacked. So I entered 2B. It was there that I met some new friends that were willing to help me.

Thats all for now. I guess that I will not be updating my blog so often. Remember? SPM is around the corner!

See ya! I'm going to tuition now.

Who is Death?

It was a sad day. It was suppose to be a happy day(my birthday) but everyone is sad because something bad happened. Hz......When I received the news my heart sunkened but I only managed to shed a tear. My sister and my mum almost flooded the whole house with tears. (Ahhh!!!!)

I was thinking why I did not cry when something like that happened. Maybe I was borned with a stone heart. (I am heartless~)

Today, I attended the funeral and when I looked at the picture of my uncle.......I cried. Tears just flow down steadily. When I looked at his picture, he was smiling so peacefully back at us as if telling us not to worry about him anymore. That picture made me feel so regretful. Of course I stopped crying after that.

Something pop out of my mind. What will happen to us when we die? Does heaven and hell really exist? If heaven does really exist, what will it look like? I imagined heaven to be full of beautiful flowers...

with a beautiful lake and trees surrounding it...

Uhmm....it does not sound very nice is it?
Well...I'm not that good at imaginations.

My dream laptop

Wah... I want this laptop!!! This is cool~

Sleepy~

Argh...I'm so sleepy~

After days of exam, I can finally get some rest. Yeah, its holiday!

Umm...I'm now listening to some music.

Its "Time for love" by T-ara feat Supernova.

This song is really nice. I instantly fell in love with this song.

I'm watching this korean drama series title "My Fair Lady".

I think the girl is nice but not the guys. They should find a better looking guy. *sigh*

Anyway, I just watch the first episode only. It seems nice.

Handphones

Handphones nowadays are getting more and more advance.

check this out!

Samsung SCH-B450 can do. The Samsung SCH-B450 cellular phone or I should say a 3D gaming device is a multimedia packed cellular phone that specially designed for video games lovers. Besides playing MP3, the Samsung SCH-B450 cellular phone also support MOD/VOD, TM tuner and 3D surrounds sound Bluetooth output.



Here are some other phones that I like.

Wah....so cool~! I also want a camera for myself. I am happy if I can own one of these phones.
A phone for my birthday please~~~
Wish me a happy birthday!

Racing Against Time

Tic...
Tic...
Tic......
There goes the time ticking at the same rythm, passing by, waiting for no one.
Flip...Flip...Flip....................
Reading my history book pages by pages....on and on again....
Flip.....
Flip....
Flip..............uh...wait, what am I doing right now?
I am currently filling my new blog with thoughts.

Seriously, I should not be sitting in front for the computer typing on the keyboard.
Well, actually tomorrow will be the day I have to sit for my SPM trial papers.
It is BM and [history]sejarah 1
Ahem...I know it is really urgent that I should start revising my BM now, but what can I do?
I am out of mood to study already.
Spending my whole week studying history is bad enough, but I still cannot imagine myself getting an A1 for that subject.
I cannot imagine how my so-called-genius sister studied for all her subjects.[she took 11 subjects]
"Oh my gosh!" is the only thing I can say when I looked at her report card.
Average mark 88.3!!!! and...........(bla....bla...bla...)..............you know.
Hmph! Nevermind. I guess I will just try my best.
Spend quite some time writing my first blog. Should start my revisions now.
Hmm....
Will continue, errr....well, maybe after trials.
Oh yes! That will be on my birthday.
Know my birthday?? Want to know??
It is on the 16th of September.
See ya~!