Looks & beauty

Hey, look! She is so pretty! Oh, he is so handsome!
''Looks! Is it really that important?'' I asked myself over and over again.
It gives a first impression to other people of how we behave, our characters and so on.

There are 2 types of beauty in this world. The outer beauty and inner beauty.
Outer beauty is the appearance whereas inner beauty is from the character of oneself.
I am always confused in deciding which is more important. Inner or outer?

Those who look beautiful always have a better opportunity in almost everything they do as they always look good. People seems to worship them just because of their beauty without really knowing them. This kind of thought always irritates me and makes me want to be beautiful too.

Inner beauty will only be noticed after a long period of time. People with inner beauty spread their beautiness slowly and steadily without rushing. Their beauty will slowly grow in others.

Hwaiting!!

Blogger is the only site I can pour my thoughts out completely. Yeah...I guess so... :D

Its been nearly 7 months since I start studying A-levels course. So...what have I learned?
Umm...well...not much actually because I have not been paying attention and studying all these while. Day by day, I spent most of the time online, especially on facebook. In a blink of an eye, 7 months had already gone. 3 more months to AS exam. Fast? Yeah...really fast!

In order to get myself prepared for the exam, I started to have plans like gathering my notes and arranged them systematically. I bought some file holders so that my notes are not all jumble up when I need them. Besides, I tried to keep my desk as neat as possible by placing all the notes in the file holders orderly. In doing so, I hope to create a favourable environment for me to study.

Although I have not learned much in terms of academic but basically, I feel I have learned a lot from my daily life. I become more independent. More mature. I become more socialise by opening myself up to people. I become braver. I learned to do many things on my own, and this surprises many people, including myself. All of these contributed in building my self-esteem as I become more confident. I hope I will continue to improve myself and be a better person. XD

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Things to think about...

There are so many things to think about. So many to wonder.

There are billions, thrillions or even zillions of people in this world but none of us can have the exact same face. There are so many kinds of beauty in this world that I can't seems to find an end for it. Almost everything is a beauty to me. As the idiom goes...' beauty in the eyes of the beholder'.

There are so many things to be worried of.

When a problem is solved, another occurs. And we will always find a way to solve it. It goes on and on as if there is no end of it. People are always in search of happiness. However, the search for happiness never ends too. When people found happiness, they want more. In other words, people are always not satisfied with what they already got. Humans are greedy in nature.

What is fate?

When I think of fate, I think of destiny. In fact, these two words are related. It is destiny that brings people together, and that is fate. Some people rushed into my life and leave quickly, leaving nothing behind. Some people came and stayed for awhile, giving colours to my life. But in the end, I am the one to determine whether my life will be a beautiful one or a dull one.

I am still searching for my dreams. Uncertain yet. Where will my life lead me? Which path will I choose to continue my journey? This is still a question to me. One thing I'm certain of is I'll continue to study A-levels and take business stream. There is no way in turning back to science stream anymore. I know my combination of subjects I took is rare but I have no other choice than to continue what I have studied so far. All I can do is to do my best.

I always have the thought of doing my best in everything I do but when its time to do it, I feel reluctant to do what I have planned.

Fever

It has been a long time since my last post. So many things had happened. Outings, exams, holidays,........and the leaving of Timothy Ong, my classmate. He left us without saying goodbye.
I am having a fever right now. Had since yesterday. And because of the fever, I got scolded by Mr.Chong, my chemistry lecturer for being late to class ( just 10 min only ).
I am still suffering from fever right now. I hope it will end soon as it makes me really suffer. I lost all my appetite and feel drowsy all the time. Being in this kind of situation really makes me want to cry.

My feelings~

I hate it when people ignore me simply without any reasons. Really hate hate hate them.
I don't get why people seems to ignore me simply because I am quiet.
Come on...I am still a person...not an alien.
If you still consider me as a friend then talk to me.
Don't just ignore me everytime as if I'm transparent...as if I don't even exist.
Its been 2 months already...and...we're still behaving like strangers,not friends although we're suppose to be 'friends' already.
I wonder what keeps you from talking to me.Why??
I wonder and wonder but still don't get it.
If you hate me, just tell me.
I'm okay with it.
If you ignore me just because i'm quiet, tell me..
I'm still okay with it because being quiet is my nature..
but if you ignore me just because of my looks,
I'll curse you forever!!!Trust me,I will!!!

...Sorry,I'm really angry and disappointed right now.

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's day! Guess who gave me these roses?? Of course me(myself) la~ Who else would want to give roses to me?

These roses are actually for my parents but......I would want to keep it for myself. Haha~

A cute tiger-bear

*gasp* Check this out......a tiger bear doll! So cute!!! XD I would love to have 1 for myself. Too bad its too expensive.

CNY!!!!!!!!

Woohoo~CNY(Chinese New Year) is coming soon. I went shopping just now and bought 2 clothes that cost me a total of RM60. One of the clothes design is quite weird but I still love it. Overall, I'm quite satisfied with my CNY clothes. There is one that I bought in Malacca which looks like a picnic shirt. LOLs~
Right now, I have 4 CNY clothes. Initially I have 2 only but my mum wanted me to buy another clothes for CNY badly. So, I went to shop at sunway and ended up buying 2 clothes.
Oh my...I'm spending my money a little too fast. I just cashed out $200 a week ago and now I'm left with $25.
Jia you~ jia you~~3 more days to go~~~!!!
By the way, I'm having tests right after CNY.
Hz....I'm not even prepared for it....

'Nerd' is happy!

I'm so happy that I got 2 economic books for FREE!!! Can you believe it? 2 ECONOMIC BOOKS FOR FREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Oh what was I doing?? Trying to be a nerd huh? Maybe I should learn to be a nerd. LOLs~

Where am I?

Whoa....where am I?? In Korea?? NO! I'm actually in KL korean street.^^

Walked past many korean shops. Really feel as if I'm in Korea.

Entered a grocery shop and everything sold there were from Korea. Specially imported from Korea for the koreans....

There is something on the tin that reads 'Sweet Redbean for Ice Water'. HUH??? What is that?? Sounds yucky to me though.